The rain started in the middle of the night in Rolla and made sleeping in the van much more comforting. But when I woke up the next morning and saw on the weather prediction that it was going to be nonstop all day, I decided to forego my original hiking plans and head west to chase the sun.
After driving an hour out of town, I passed a couple accidents and was not loving the rainy highways, passing the semi trucks and having the windshield wipers on high. It was wearing me out.
I need to name my van….because she did great through it all and I’m beginning to understand her a bit more. Any suggestions? It’s funny how relying on this van has me attached somehow. Maybe because I’m alone and she’s all I have right now🤣
I kept seeing billboards that advertised a cave tour and when I saw the exit I spontaneously followed their excellent directions through some rural winding roads and decided to take a break from the rain and take the tour. After all, what else was there to do in the rain?


This tour was a car ride through a cave discovered during the Civil War,according to our tour guide John. John sat me up front in his jeep because he found out I was a fellow Cincinnati native. He attended Roger Bacon HS and then after college went into the secret service and gave tours of the White House. He was 67 and had that corny sense of humor most tour guides do but I found him adorable.
He later asked if I was staying in Springfield for the night. I started to worry about his intentions but then he offered me some restaurant suggestions. As a rolling stone, I kept chasing the sun and jumped back in my van and drove west.




















Many people tell me to “ be safe” because I’m alone I think. Or maybe just out of habit whenever a friend or family member travels. But why? Do I have any control regarding this safety concern and whether or not something goes wrong while on a trip? Does it simply express their love and concern for me? Or instead spread fear of the danger I cannot see? If something were to happen. Does it make them feel better because they told me to be safe?
Just something to think about and consider. Fear. Very prevalent in our culture.

























































































































































































